sometimes..

Sometimes I get really down about my body.  I break down when I look at myself in the mirror at how different everything looks.  I break down about how my cheeks are so chubby, I am not light on my feet, it is hard to get up out of bed or off the couch.  I can't run anymore and nothing fits me..

Then I walk into our nursery, see a sonogram, or feel our little baby move and all of those negative thoughts go away.

Why do I let myself get down when there are so many women, even some very close to me that aren't able to get pregnant?  

Heavenly Father has blessed me SO abundantly.  I am healthy, our baby is healthy and we have the means to provide for ourselves.  I am so thankful for the life that I have and for the trust that Heavenly Father is putting in me (and us) to raise one of his daughters.  

I truly live a blessed life

-Stef